Thursday, June 20, 2019
Dear mom,
There are no words that express how much I miss you. I love you and miss you every day. I'm so sorry. It's a regret I'll live with for the rest of my life. I don't have anyone to talk to. I have all this built up anger and sadness and I have no one to express it to. I just wish you were here. But I get comfort knowing your not hurting anymore. Thank you for being the best mom. Thank you for all the hugs and kisses and I love you's. Thank you for comforting me when I was sad or hurt. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for believing in me and for always telling me how proud you are of me. You never gave up on me. I'll cherish every moment I had with you. I imagine you walking towards me. A big smile on your face. Love in your eyes. And you say how's mama's pretty girl. And you embrace me with the biggest tightest hug. I love you mom. No one will ever come between us. I know you loved me and you knew I loved you. Nothing will change that.
